The next Monday night I woke with a start, realising what I
had done. To the unicorn and the
clearing. No matter how much I wanted to
capture and tame this creature, putting her life in danger was
unforgivable. I had discovered her
weakness and found I was just as scared of it as she was. And the damage I had done to a place of such
astonishing beauty was as big a crime. I
remembered how I had felt when first I entered the clearing. Somehow that hope had been destroyed and I
was left with festering gloom.
I slept no more that night and called in sick the next
morning, spending an hour or two in a Garden Centre, picking up grass and
flower seeds and bulbs and plants hoping the quagmire had dried up sufficiently
for me to work.
It was a tense, nervous drive out that day. Fraught with guilt, I felt physically sick,
slowing down several times just in case I threw up. Once at the edge of the forest, in my usual
parking spot, I loaded up my big cart with my morning's purchases before
dragging it slowly to the clearing. As I
got close, I slowed down, not wanting to see the wreckage I had created.
On entrance, though, I was pleased and astounded to find it
was all as I had first found it - long grass and dandelions and daisies and
buttercups and butterflies. Relieved and
pleased, I lay in the grass at he centre of this miracle, cart at my side,
letting the night catch up with me and fell into a blissful and relaxing
sleep.
I was woken some hours later by a wet sensation on my
face. I opened my sleepy eyes to find
the unicorn licking my face awake in delight, clearly excited about
something. I nudged her head away with
my hand and sat up, still a little delirious.
She stood staring at me for a second before nudging my cart a little and
smiling, I think, and finally turning to trot away.
Forgiven, I felt better but
not complete. At least I knew normal
service could resume.
However, until I met the
elves, it was just cartoonish fun.
Knowing, or believing, I could not win, I simply went to the forest and
tried different ideas because I enjoyed it and needed something to do. And it was the same for her, I guess; she
enjoyed playing me for a fool, foxing me and what have you, and she needed
something to do too. So, in short, we
became friends who flirt a lot.
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